sitting with sissy in the sunshine

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Early evening is around the time of day I’d look up and see the two of them sitting in their own little chosen spot of sunlight pouring in. Today I looked up and saw just him.

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We can’t tell if Alejandro knows or not. He knows mama and papa are really sad, but I can’t tell if he’s pieced it together yet. Only one place setting of food where there used to be two, and nobody next to him - like always - waiting for the food to be dropped. They weren’t the best of friends, but they were brother/sister, and he’s never not had her around.

Today when I saw him laying in the sun, I felt her laying with him. So I sang him a song about it called “Sitting with Sissy in the Sunshine” because that’s what we cat mamas do...even in heartache.

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